Mera naam Anayra hai, aur meri age 21 saal hai. Delhi ki gungunati sadkon aur college ke befikre mahol mein, main apni B.Tech ki padhayi poori kar rahi thi. Meri duniya ek routine mein bandhi thi, jab tak Aparajita meri roommate ban kar usme rang na bhar gayi.
Hum dono, sach kahun to bilkul alag the. Main sharmili, thodi sanjeeda, aur wo… wo to jaise aag ka gola thi. 21 saal ki Aparajita ka nature dominant tha, fearless – kisi ki parwah nahi karti thi, apni marzi ki malika. Shayad isi wajah se hame ek-doosre mein khichav mehsoos hua. Dosti ki shuruaat mein hi ek ajeeb sa sukoon milne laga tha uske saath.
Bachpan se hi mera dil ladkiyon ki taraf jhukta tha. Main ek lesbian thi. Lekin ye baat kisi kitaab ke band panno ki tarah mere andar chhupi thi. Kayi ladkon ne propose kiya, par har baar mera jawab ‘nahi’ hota. Jiska asli matlab koi samajh nahi paya. Aparajita bhi single thi, aur uski ye bebas, bebaak ada mujhe sabse zyada bhaati thi.
Dheere-dheere, hum best friends ban gaye. Hamari dosti itni gehri ho gayi ki hum ek-doosre ki chhoti-badi har baat jaante the—pasand, na-pasand, aadatein, sapne, sab kuch. Pata hi nahi chala kab Aparajita meri zindagi ka sabse important hissa ban gayi. Meri saanson mein ghul gayi. Uska dominant nature ab meri zindagi par bhi haavi hone laga tha.
Agar kahin baahar jana hota, to main usse poochti kaun se kapde pehnu. Wo jo suggest karti, main wahi pehanti. Uski choice par mujhe hadd se zyada bharosa ho gaya tha. Ye sab itna normal ho gaya ki mujhe uski baat maan kar sukoon milta, aur use meri care karna acha lagta.
Lekin ek baat thi jo mere dil ke sabse gehre kone mein qaid thi—ki main usse sirf ek dost ki tarah nahi dekhti thi. Ek anjaan darr tha, ki agar maine apni feelings bata di to kahin hamari dosti hi na toot jaye. College ke aakhri semester mein. Jab graduation ki ghadi nazdeek thi. Mujhe laga agar ab bhi sach nahi bataya to zindagi bhar pachtawa rahega.
Bahut himmat jod kar, ek din maine Aparajita ko apni sacchayi bata di. “Main lesbian hu,” maine kaanpte hontho se kaha, “aur main tumse pyaar karti hu.”
Meri baat sun kar wo kuch pal ke liye bilkul chup ho gayi. Uske chehre par hairani saaf dikh rahi thi. Jaise maine uski duniya hi hila di ho. Ek pal ko laga sab khatam ho gaya.
Lekin kuch der baad usne jo kaha, usne meri poori duniya badal di. Usne muskurate hue kaha ki wo bhi mujhe pasand karti hai. Usne bataya ki shuru mein use khud nahi pata tha ki wo lesbian hai ya nahi. Lekin mere saath itna waqt bitaane ke baad use samajh aa gaya tha ki uski feelings bhi mere liye sirf dosti tak seemit nahi thi. Bas usme itni himmat nahi thi ki wo pehle apni baat keh sake.
Us din ke baad hamari zindagi ek naye mod par aa gayi. Room ke andar hum ek couple ki tarah rehte the, ek-doosre mein sama jate the. Hamara pehla kiss, aah, wo ek alag hi yaad hai. Us pal laga hum bas ek dooje ke liye hi hai. Us din ke baad hum har raat sath sote the, nange jismon ki garmi ek-doosre mein sama jati.
Hum ek-doosre ko santusht karte the, uske chuchak chooste, ek-doosre ki chut aur gaand chaat-te. Fir chut mein ungli se chhed kar paani nikaalte, aur us paani ko pee kar ek anokhi santushti milti.
Hamne 69 position se ek-doosre ki chut aur gaand chaati. Scissoring position mein ek-doosre ki chut ragdi. Kayi different position try kiye. Ek-doosre ki chut ko shant karte. Dheere-dheere wo mujhe dominate karne lagi aur main submissive hoti gayi. Ye naya kirdaar mujhe pasand aane laga tha.
Lekin baahar sab ke saamne hum wahi purane best friends the. Hum jaante the ki duniya hamare rishte ko shayad samajh na paaye. Isliye hamne apne rishte ko filhaal sirf apne tak hi rakha.
Kuch hi dino baad final exams khatam ho gaye aur hamara placement bhi ho gaya. Ittefaq se hum dono ki job location Himachal Pradesh nikli. Companies alag thi, lekin shehar ek hi tha. Ye hamare liye kisi sapne se kam nahi tha.
Hamne decide kiya ki hum ek saath rahenge aur apni zindagi ek committed couple ki tarah jeeyenge. Hamare liye ye sirf saath rehna nahi tha, balki ek-doosre ke liye poori zindagi ka vaada tha. Hamne ye decide kiya ki is rishte mein Aparajita meri husband banegi aur main uski wife.
Uska nature bilkul bhi ek biwi ki tarah nahi tha. Use mujhe dominate karne mein acha lagta tha. Aur main uski har baat maanti thi aur maanna bhi chaahti thi, ek biwi ki tarah.
Filhaal hamne apni families ko sirf itna bataya ki hamari jobs ek hi jagah lagi thi, aur isliye hum ek flat share karenge. Dono families is baat se khush thi. Kyunki wo pehle se hi hamari dosti ke baare mein jaanti thi. Unhe kya pata tha ki hamara rishta sirf dosti ka nahi. Balki zindagi bhar saath nibhaane ka tha.
Naye shehar pahunchne ke baad hamne apni nayi zindagi ki tayaari shuru ki. Hamne ghar set kiya. Fir hum shopping ke liye nikal gaye. Shaadi ki sabse important cheez thi dress. Maine apne liye ek lehanga kharida aur Aparajita ne apne liye sherwani aur trousers kharidi.
Uske baad hum Adult Shop mein gaye aur hamne kayi saare sex toys kharide – kayi tarah ke Dildos, kayi size ke Strapons. Jab hum Strapons kharid rahe the, tab Aparajita ki aankhon mein maano ek khushi ki lehar thi. Maano use bas isi din ka intezaar tha.
Usne apne pasand ke Strapons kharide aur mujhe dekh kar ishara bhi kar rahi thi. Usne sabse pehle sabse bada aur mota wala kharid kar mujhe dikhaya aur kayi saare kharide, sath mein lubricant bhi liya. Use dominating submissive pasand hai us hisab se usne Nipple Clamps and Clit Clamp, Female Chastity Belt with Butt Plug, Vibrator, Anal Plug, Ball Gag, Handcuff, chest harness, flogger, etc. kharidi.
Maine use mana nahi kiya kyunki main bhi ye jaanti thi. Aur mujhe ab isi aadat daal leni chahiye, kyunki main ab uski biwi banne wali thi. Maine apne liye kuch foreplay bra, panty kharidi jaise use ache lage.
Hamne ek chhoti si private ceremony mein shaadi karne ka faisla kiya.
Agle din hum dono ne apni pasand ke kapde pehne. Maine laal bridal lehenga pehna aur Aparajita ne sherwani pehni. Shaam ko ek pandit ko bula kar hamne shaant aur saadgi se shaadi kar li. Pandit ji ko laga ki hum ek bhaag kar shaadi karne wala couple hai kyunki Aparajita aisi taiyaar hui thi use ek ladka hi lag raha tha. Usne apne baal aise apni pagdi mein chhupa diye the, aur apna makeup bhi kuch aisa hi kiya tha. Aur hamne bhi unki is galat-fehmi ko door nahi kiya.
Shaadi ke baad hamne saath mein dinner kiya. Raat ko main ek dulhan ki tarah sajaye hue kamre mein baith kar, paas mein haldi doodh lekar, ek biwi ki tarah Aparajita ka intezaar kar rahi thi. Kuch der baad wo kamre mein aayi. Dheere se darwaza band kiya aur meri taraf dekha.
Us pal hame ehsaas hua ki hamari zindagi ka ek naya safar shuru ho chuka tha.
(To be continued in part 2…….)
Agla bhaag padhe:- Do ladkiyon ki shaadi-2