Doston mera naam Pinky hai. Main 26 saal ki hu aur shadi-shuda hu. Mera badan bhara hua hai aur dikhne mein khoobsurat hu. Rang mera gora hai, aur figure 36-32-36 hai. 2 saal pehle meri love marriage hui thi. Lekin ye kahani meri marriage ki nahi hai. Ye kahani hai apne lover se shadi karne ke liye maine jo keemat chukayi thi, uski. To chaliye shuru karti hu.
Jab main 18 saal ki thi, to mere dad ki death ho gayi thi. Uske ek saal ke baad meri mummy ki dobara shadi karwa di unke ghar walo ne, aur meri life mein sautele baap ki entry hui.
Mere naye baap ka naam Kamal Verma tha. Wo bahut tharki tha, aur mujhe hamesha gandi nazar se dekhta tha. Lekin meri maa usse bahut impressed thi, kyunki wo meri mummy ko bedroom mein bahut khush rakhta tha. Wo jab mauka milta, to mujhe yahan-wahan hath lagane ki koshish karta tha.
Maine kayi baar mummy se kehne ki koshish ki, lekin mummy ka uske liye deewana-pann dekh kar main kuch keh nahi paati thi. Khair waqt aise hi nikal gaya. Wo ab tak bas mujhe dekhta hi tha. Isse zyada kabhi kuch karne ki koshish nahi ki.
Jab main 23 saal ki hui, to mujhe ek ladke se pyar ho gaya. Wo ladka bhi mujhe pyar karta tha. Ek saal tak hamara pyar bahut zyada badh gaya, aur hum dono ne shadi karne ka fainsla kiya. Lekin bas ek hi problem thi, aur wo thi uski cast.
Uski cast ki wajah se meri mummy kabhi bhi shadi ke liye nahi maanne wali thi. Lekin batana to tha hi. Fir ek din mummy aur papa dono baithe the, aur maine mummy ko jaake sab bata diya.
Mummy meri baat sun kar gussa ho gayi, aur ulta-seedha bolne lagi. Us waqt papa ne unhe chup karaya. Ab mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki main kya karti. Main apne room mein chali gayi, aur apne boyfriend ko call kiya. Fir usko sab baat bata di.
Raat ho chuki thi, aur main baahar nahi gayi thi ab tak. Mummy ne bhi abhi tak mujhe dinner ke liye awaaz nahi lagayi thi. Mujhe laga ki mere khaana naa khaane se shayad mummy pighal jaye aur haa kar de. Lekin aisa nahi hua.
Fir raat ko 10 baje mere room ka darwaza knock hua. Mujhe laga mummy hogi, aur main khush ho gayi. Maine jaldi se jaa kar darwaza khola. Jab darwaza khola, to saamne Kamal papa the. Mujhe samajh nahi aaya wo is waqt mere room mein kya kar rahe the. To maine unse poocha-
Main: Ji?
Kamal papa: Kuch baat karni thi, main andar aa jau?
Main: Ji aaiye.
Fir wo andar aaye, aur mere bed par baith gaye. Main unke saamne khadi thi. Maine leggings aur t-shirt pehni thi. Unhone apni gandi nigahon se mujhe upar se leke neeche tak dekha, aur muskurane lage. Maine fir se poocha-
Main: Ji boliye, kya baat karni thi aapko?
Kamal papa: Dekho main tumhari mummy ko is shadi ke liye mana sakta hu.
Main khush hoke boli: Sach mein?
Kamal papa: Haa bilkul. Lekin…
Main: Lekin kya?
Kamal papa: Lekin mujhe kya milega?
Main: Aapko kya chahiye?
Kamal papa khade hue aur mere kareeb aake mere kandho par hath rakhe. Fir bole-
Kamal papa: Pinky, tum sab samajhti ho. Jab se tumhari maa se meri shadi hui hai, tab se main tumhara deewana hu. Agar tum mere sath ek baar…
Abhi unki baat poori nahi hui thi, aur main peeche hoke boli: Nahi, aisa kabhi nahi ho sakta. Main jisse pyar karti hu, usi ko sab kuch doongi apna.
Kamal papa: Dekho koi zabardasti nahi hai. Ye give and take wala system hai. Tum mujhe khush kar do, main tumhari maa se haa bulwa loonga. Nahi to is janam mein to us ladke se tumhari shadi nahi ho sakti. Aur main bhi usko bolunga ki tumhari shadi jaldi se kisi ache ladke se kara de.
Ye keh kar wo chale gaye. Ab meri pareshani aur badh gayi. Pehle to mujhe ummed thi ki mummy shayad maan jaye. Lekin ab mujhe pata tha us aadmi ke hote to mummy kabhi nahi maanegi. Main bed par letti yahin sochti rahi, aur mujhe kab neend aa gayi mujhe pata nahi chala.
Agli subha main uthi, to mujhe raat wali saari baatein yaad aa gayi. Mera sir dard karne laga. Fir main nahayi aur ready hui. Uske baad apne kamre se baahar aayi. Baahar hall mein aayi to Kamal papa table par baithe nashta kar rahe the. Wo mujhe dekh kar muskurane lage.
Tabhi mummy kitchen se baahar aayi. Wo papa ko roti dene aayi thi. Mummy ki nazar mujh par padi aur wo boli-
Mummy: Kahan jaa rahi ho?
Main: Main kaam par jaa rahi hu (us waqt main job karti thi. Meri aur mere boyfriend ki roz wahin mulaqat hoti thi, kyunki wo bhi usi jagah par kaam karta tha, jahan main karti thi.).
Mummy: Koi zaroorat nahi hai kahin bhi jaane ki. Mujhe pata hai ki tu baahar jaake us ladke se zaroor milegi, jo main nahi chaahti. Naukri chhodho aur ghar baitho. Main koi acha ladka dhoondhti hu tumhare liye, aur jaldi se tumhari shadi karwa deti hu. Fir kar lena jitni mohobbat karni hai apne husband ke sath.
Mummy ke muh se shadi wali baat sun kar maine Kamal papa ki taraf dekha. Wo mand-mand muskura rahe the, aur us waqt mujhe duniya ka sabse bada harami aadmi lag rahe the. Fir main wapas apne room mein chali gayi. Mummy mujhe boli-
Mummy: Nashta kar le. Bhookhi reh kar kuch nahi milna.
Maine unki baat nahi suni, aur chalti gayi apne room ki taraf. Andar jaake mujhe bahut gussa aaya. Maine room ka saara samaan bikher diya. Fir maine apne boyfriend ko call ki. Abhi main usse baat hi kar rahi thi, ki mummy achanak se mere room mein aayi aur mera mobile kheench liya mujhse.
Wo boli: Main jadd to ye hai saari museebat ki.
Wo phone leke chali gayi aur main bilkul asahaye mehsoos kar rahi thi. Mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki ab kya karu.
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